Watering My Cross

So desperately trying to save our photos

All the videos you had where you talk to me

Suddenly, it felt all fresh again

Down memory lane, the candle's out of flame

Here I am, trying everything

To get a sound from the video I recorded

Somehow it lost all its sound

So now I just hear you in my head

So now I just hear you in my head

Unknowingly recording our last call

Deep down, did I know it was a future memory?

If only I could hear you talking to me again

Maybe all my maybes would be worthy to me

Here I am, trying everything

To get a sound from a fading dream

I'll spend my whole life wondering

If we never left, what could have been

Here I am, reaching for you

To hear the sound of your heartbeat

Somehow I lost all of mine, yet I'm still breathing

So now I just hear you in my head

Now I just hear words you never said

Here I am, crying my soul

Can't get a sound of my breaking bones

If I get haunted by your ghost

Then I'll be the happiest boy

Here I am, watering my cross

Wanna hear a sound from above the storms

I know you're there, so just hear my voice

'Cause now I don't hear you anymore

Oh, no, I don't hear you anymore