Fever Dream

Lyrics

I broke many breads with strangers
Hoping it'll lead to a friendship of no hunger
Yet in the end, I bit my tongue
All of those just for it to never last

Wait, it's coming, just a little bit of reckoning

I broke many breads, but my bones just got broken instead
Couldn't have made that turn, not even in Manhattan
What you ask of me is a fever dream
For someone lost, lost in the seams

You painted rainbows on my weary face
Even I couldn't draw in my dreams
Your magnolia tree branching into my backyard
Cut it hard, even the tree turned into blood

Cuz I, I always climb the epitome of humbleness
Reaching for the stars 'til I drop dead

I shared chilly beds with strangers
Hoping it'll lead to a night changer
Yes, it did, but in an unexpected twist
You go away, I hold you by the wrist

I broke many breads, but my bones just got broken
I couldn't have made it burn, does it matter then
What you ask of me is a fever dream
For someone lost, lost in the shame

And the detox that turned into losing you
Lost all my weight but never gained all of you
Be a perfect melody for your untuned guitar
Strum it hard, 'til they don't even make a sound

Cuz I, I always climb the epitome of humbleness
Reaching for the stars 'til I drop dead

And when tomorrow, when I'll be sleeping
I'll be thinking of you, my eyes wide open
Just an awkward phase of melodrama playing
Tomorrow, bury me with your unspoken chains

I broke many breads, but my bones just got broken instead
Couldn't have made that turn, not even in my bed
What you ask of me is a fever dream
For someone lost, I'm lost in these screams

And the detox that turned into losing you
Lost all of you by losing all of me
Be a perfect whistle for your uncharted missile
A fever dream of your tainted streams

And the detox that turned into losing me
Where did it go? I'll hide myself from me
Be a perfect child for your backlog dreams
A fever dream is all it seems