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I just don't feel like doing shit anymore But well I guess I'll have to do it Why the fuck why the fuck do I feel like I have to My life's a mess 'cause I'm a damn mess I deserve nothing I'm just a miserable fuck Never grew up the way I wanted the way I dreamed It's getting heavy it's getting dark Like I'm swimming in murky waters Imaginary snakes fucking chasing me Every step I take a trap I can't escape Fuck it fuck it I'm tired of pretending Fuck it fuck it my heart keeps bending Sinking drowning no one gives a shit Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it Aaah Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it Aaah I scream inside but the walls don't hear No one does they don't care about my fear Every fuck it tastes like ashes in my mouth (ooh) I try to fight try to stand but I'm dragged down Dragging me back fuck dragging me back again It's heavy it's dark it's all too much The world spins and I can't keep up Hands shaking chest burning mind lost in this clutch Still I keep going 'cause what the fuck else can I do Fuck it fuck it I'm tired of pretending Fuck it fuck it my heart keeps bending Sinking drowning no one gives a shit Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it Aaah Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it Aah Fuck this fuck that fuck everything I feel Lost in a world that's broken and unreal I'm screaming I'm bleeding I'm shaking in the dark And still I keep moving still trying to spark Fuck it fuck it I'm tired of pretending Fuck it fuck it my heart keeps bending Sinking drowning no one gives a shit Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it (Aaah) Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it Aaah Fuck fuck it all Fuck it all But I'll keep going anyway