Watering My Cross

So desperately trying to save our photos All the videos you had where you talk to me Suddenly, it felt all fresh again Down memory lane, the candle's out of flame

Here I am, trying everything To get a sound from the video I recorded Somehow it lost all its sound So now I just hear you in my head So now I just hear you in my head

Unknowingly recording our last call Deep down, did I know it was a future memory? If only I could hear you talking to me again Maybe all my maybes would be worthy to me

Here I am, trying everything To get a sound from a fading dream I'll spend my whole life wondering If we never left, what could have been

Here I am, reaching for you To hear the sound of your heartbeat Somehow I lost all of mine, yet I'm still breathing So now I just hear you in my head Now I just hear words you never said

Here I am, crying my soul Can't get a sound of my breaking bones If I get haunted by your ghost Then I'll be the happiest boy

Here I am, watering my cross Wanna hear a sound from above the storms I know you're there, so just hear my voice 'Cause now I don't hear you anymore Oh, no, I don't hear you anymore