Silence Your Calls
from Midnight Sun · 5:27
Monday nights with our sleepy voices, calling you while our fingers type messages I heard a phone ring, and I thought it was mine. Then you said it was yours, so what do I make of that? I look at you on the screen, and thoughts start to flash like a river flowing into a land mine
My heart stopped, and the thoughts in my brain, they come never-ending Seconds, minutes, hours passed, and still you didn't tell me who it was, and I remembered the same day this happened You sent a message like there's nothing wrong You asked, "What's up?" and I said, "I think I'll sleep now"
I didn't want to face these feelings again I feel like you're talking to her even when I'm not dreaming I see your face. You wanted to ask me, "Are you busy? Can we talk? Come on now, please, baby" I know this time it will hurt me more So now I'll silence all your calls
These thoughts can't escape from me anymore Holding them like treasure, like a prison in my soul All I want to know is who's on the phone when someone calls you while we're on a call?
Are you talking to her and missing her touch? Do you go for late night walks and kiss under the moonlight? Am I just the rebound you go back to, the backburner when she's mad at you?
My heart stopped, and the thoughts in my brain, they come never-ending Seconds, minutes, hours passed, and still you didn't tell me who it was, and I remembered the same night this happened You called me endless times 'til my phone started heating You sent a bouquet of your sweetest lies
I didn't want to face these feelings again I feel like you're talking to her, please tell me I'm dreaming I see her face everywhere I go, a faceless ghost attached to your soul I know this time it will hurt me more So now I'll silence all your calls
My heart stopped, and the thoughts in my brain, no, they're not coming Hours, days, weeks passed, and still you never mentioned what was happening You called my name, but your face draws a different meaning I melted the chocolates in your mindless scheming
I didn't want to face these feelings again I feel like you're talking to her, oh, I pray I'm dreaming (oh) You see her face everywhere we go, even when you hold my hands on the way home I know this time it will hurt me more And now I don't see any of your calls
Guess I was the rebound you go back to, the backburner when she was mad at you Guess I was so blinded by your smiles, so much so I was melting in your backroom of lies Guess I was the rebound you go back to, the backburner when she was mad at you Guess I was so blinded by your smiles, so much so I was melting in your backroom of lies Guess I was the rebound you go back to, the backburner when she was mad at you Guess I was so blinded by your smiles, so much so I was melting in your backroom of lies
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