Fever Dream

I broke many breads with strangers Hoping it'll lead to a friendship of no hunger Yet in the end, I bit my tongue All of those just for it to never last

Wait, it's coming, just a little bit of reckoning

I broke many breads, but my bones just got broken instead Couldn't have made that turn, not even in Manhattan What you ask of me is a fever dream For someone lost, lost in the seams

You painted rainbows on my weary face Even I couldn't draw in my dreams Your magnolia tree branching into my backyard Cut it hard, even the tree turned into blood

Cuz I, I always climb the epitome of humbleness Reaching for the stars 'til I drop dead

I shared chilly beds with strangers Hoping it'll lead to a night changer Yes, it did, but in an unexpected twist You go away, I hold you by the wrist

I broke many breads, but my bones just got broken I couldn't have made it burn, does it matter then What you ask of me is a fever dream For someone lost, lost in the shame

And the detox that turned into losing you Lost all my weight but never gained all of you Be a perfect melody for your untuned guitar Strum it hard, 'til they don't even make a sound

Cuz I, I always climb the epitome of humbleness Reaching for the stars 'til I drop dead

And when tomorrow, when I'll be sleeping I'll be thinking of you, my eyes wide open Just an awkward phase of melodrama playing Tomorrow, bury me with your unspoken chains

I broke many breads, but my bones just got broken instead Couldn't have made that turn, not even in my bed What you ask of me is a fever dream For someone lost, I'm lost in these screams

And the detox that turned into losing you Lost all of you by losing all of me Be a perfect whistle for your uncharted missile A fever dream of your tainted streams

And the detox that turned into losing me Where did it go? I'll hide myself from me Be a perfect child for your backlog dreams A fever dream is all it seems