song links:
LYRICS.TXT
I just don't feel like doing shit anymore
But well I guess I'll have to do it
Why the fuck why the fuck do I feel like I have to
My life's a mess 'cause I'm a damn mess
I deserve nothing I'm just a miserable fuck
Never grew up the way I wanted the way I dreamed
It's getting heavy it's getting dark
Like I'm swimming in murky waters
Imaginary snakes fucking chasing me
Every step I take a trap I can't escape
Fuck it fuck it I'm tired of pretending
Fuck it fuck it my heart keeps bending
Sinking drowning no one gives a shit
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
Aaah
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
Aaah
I scream inside but the walls don't hear
No one does they don't care about my fear
Every fuck it tastes like ashes in my mouth (ooh)
I try to fight try to stand but I'm dragged down
Dragging me back fuck dragging me back again
It's heavy it's dark it's all too much
The world spins and I can't keep up
Hands shaking chest burning mind lost in this clutch
Still I keep going 'cause what the fuck else can I do
Fuck it fuck it I'm tired of pretending
Fuck it fuck it my heart keeps bending
Sinking drowning no one gives a shit
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
Aaah
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
Aah
Fuck this fuck that fuck everything I feel
Lost in a world that's broken and unreal
I'm screaming I'm bleeding I'm shaking in the dark
And still I keep moving still trying to spark
Fuck it fuck it I'm tired of pretending
Fuck it fuck it my heart keeps bending
Sinking drowning no one gives a shit
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
(Aaah)
Fuck it fuck it I'm alive but I'm dead in it
Aaah
Fuck fuck it all
Fuck it all
But I'll keep going anyway
neighbor tracks