Pedestal

I keep on forgetting That things are always changing So it hits me like a truck Whenever I stay on my tracks

'Cause nobody ever warned me These things would be this crazy All I want is to find the one Who stays when the music's done

I made sacrifices Buried all my choices Still, you found a way To make me wanna stay away

Oh, who do I blame When I set myself on flames? Oh, I am starving But my insecurity Is staring right back at me

Now I'm in my bed Tucking myself in, I feel bad Feels like I'm rooted, but not mad Don't wanna get out of this sad

Oh, oh, oh

The world keeps on moving Even when I'm here suffering So all I can really say is, fuck How do I get out of that?

'Cause nobody ever told me It would all just be a memory All I want is to find the one Who stays when all the light is gone

I made sacrifices Buried all my choices Still, you found a way To make me wanna stay away

Oh, forever written on the leaves The words you carved in quiet pleas Oh, wish I had said no To the secrets Only the trees could ever know

Now I'm on this pedestal Drinking all this chemical But then I fall What do you know?

Oh, oh, oh

It's like being in a boat I don't know how I'm afloat Wishing you'd be here with me How can I be set free?

Oh, forever written on the leaves The words you carved in quiet pleas Oh, wish I had said no To the secrets Only the trees could ever know

Now I'm on this pedestal Drinking all this chemical But then I fall What do you know?

Oh, oh, oh